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 yes, he works at a road!! we can always take the prettiest night pictures. though it's too windy sometimes, haha..this is just a kind of dumb looking one he took of me. but i think blurry pics have their charm too. :)

 hiya! today i'm going to delve into darker territory.... as i start deepening my contact with the spirits i've ran into some not very nice ones. i was alone at the cemetry yesterday when these extremely tall men started showing up, jumping towards my face with screams and disappearing.....they get a kick out of scaring me! i've been learning they can tell when you're a medium, and some of them are angry, frustrated, they take it out on you... it's unfortunate because i really want to help them still, even if they just want to come after me. i've told my mom, she tells me i'm too kind for my own good sometimes. haha, maybe.......but i truly just want to be a good medium....i want to help even persecutors who want to harm me. make them calmer, make them understand.....maybe i'm too much of a an optimist, but it can be possible, right?? i think anyone can be saved, if i just put in enough effort and understanding, you know..

 

 hiya! something incredible happened.... i have been psychographing a few letter since the last post. it felt weird, like i was in a trance......i closed my eyes and i could just feel what the spirit wanted me to write. one letter was from a passed son to her mother......the other, from a friend who died in a car accident to the one who survived. to be able to get these important messages through...it felt nice, really nice....and then! my boyfriend lost his dad a loong time ago unfortunately, but yesterday i felt a message coming through me when we were at home....i sat him down, asked for a piece of paper, and there my hand went....it was his father! seemed it was the anniversary of his passing. oh, he cried so much as he read it....i couldn't help but cry too. though afterwards i went straight to sleep :P i was suddenly sooo tried...... this is why i think i must carry on....if i have this gift, this is what i want to use it for. to make people reconnect, to give the dead a chan...

 we had so much fun after our gig!! (if you don't know it, i play in a band with my boyfriend <3) in the picture there is me on the left, then ravenskullprince and our friend kami. she didn't want me to post this picture because she looked really drunk lol......but i think she looks cute either way. 

 hiya! moon_dahliaX here. i've been up to a lot spiritually, following up on my quest to refine those mediunic abilities....i was at a spirit centre! a nice old lady has been guiding me to make my first passes....she has told me the connection i have to the other side is true and extremely strong, and i really should invest my time into understanding it, controlling it......seems there is a lot of work ahead - but i'm up for it :) we want to try psychgraphing a first letter - if you don't know, that is when a spirit writes a message down through you. i'm curious to see how that will feel. one thing is seeing them, hearing them....another is having them enter your body! i'll be giving more updates as i continue. :)

 hiya! i'm moon_dahliaX and this is my first ever written post on my blog. i'm going to talk about spirits and the other side a lot in here, so why no start off with a story on that? i'm very familiar by now with all these souls. when i was a kid, they almost tormented me! i would see them in bus stops, in my house, at school....there was a man in a suit and hat that i always saw sat down at the same bar whenever i walked around the corner...i was curious, but really scared! my family isn't religious or spiritual at all so they thought it was just the imagination of a little girl running wild.....it took until my teens for me to understand them as they were - spirits! when i was 10, i must have been at school bathroom when i heard a short laugh....i was terrified, because i was alone and to top it off there are many urban legends involving school bathrooms! but the laughing voice just said she liked my shoes xD. so that was a kind spirit, wasn't it?? and yes, of cou...