my boyfriend's dad....

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 hiya! something incredible happened....

i have been psychographing a few letter since the last post. it felt weird, like i was in a trance......i closed my eyes and i could just feel what the spirit wanted me to write. one letter was from a passed son to her mother......the other, from a friend who died in a car accident to the one who survived. to be able to get these important messages through...it felt nice, really nice....and then!

my boyfriend lost his dad a loong time ago unfortunately, but yesterday i felt a message coming through me when we were at home....i sat him down, asked for a piece of paper, and there my hand went....it was his father! seemed it was the anniversary of his passing. oh, he cried so much as he read it....i couldn't help but cry too. though afterwards i went straight to sleep :P i was suddenly sooo tried......

this is why i think i must carry on....if i have this gift, this is what i want to use it for. to make people reconnect, to give the dead a chance to get their messages through. i must carry on. :)

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