possessions
hiya! more updates on my spirits study. there is a downside to getting so involved with your mediunity.....you have to start putting down limits to the spirits, or they will start talking to you all the time, appearing for you, possessing you......yes, possessing! i've found out that whenever i drink, it breaks down my barriers and they are able to come in....afterwards i'm not only hungover but spiritually exhausted. i never remember a lot and that's pretty scary! i had to stop drinking :( which is hard when you're also in a band, haha. i've had some passes done on me, purifications, but it's hard to keep them out for good. i get that they want to put messages foward though, i understand. i just can't take all of these demands! hopefully i learn how to navigate this better as i mature as a medium......i try to play tough but all of this has been draining my energy, it's true. there is still college to pay mind to! if only of the spirits wanted to do